Pessimistic disorder

Thursday evening is like any other evening I spend with my laptop. So as on mornings and afternoons.
Booooooooring!
This summer sucks the most. I cant really believe that this is me staying at home 24/7, this is me spending at least 18 hrs a day in a horizontal position. That is a hell of a lot of wasted time.
And it sucks! I dont work, i dont party, i dont look after myself like i used to. I hope this period will pass soon. I want to be normal again! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!